Valhalla rising.. but the host of heaven descents..

indeed it feels sometimes like that.. not going to go any details.. but life is sometimes unbearable, and now i am speaking of all thing summoned around me ( my life, others lifes, etc etc ) normally i am not an person who complains, people know that. Now when i am recovering of my bands gig cancelling, something new comes ahead..

yesterday i went to see a movie Valhalla Rising! i really loved that movie, was perfect to my feelings at the moment.. so is wovenhand which is playing in my ears at the moment and plus Today will see the Eugene and his company! i love that band! even got the tattoo..

The beast he plays his harp He does deceive the hearts from the new WH album. i should be sleeping by now... I dont care if no-one reads this, i have founded that this is really good therapy for me in some weird way :) Take care people, i have been quite negative now.. but cant help about it. Tomorrow is better day! ( or this day ) Markus antero

By the pain i see in others..

Happines turns into darkness..

Yesterday was really nice day ( most of the day ) We were playing with Callisto for the first time in 5 months, really nice, spiritual and moody show indeed, but we had to skip one song and interupt our ritual, because one of our member was feeling ill and really sick ( not going to go to the details, its not important ) so the perfect day ended to darkness..

My feeling in general is really complicated, i am basically "free" now for an year but it seems that some wicked spirit is luring out in the corners and doing bad to my closest ones.. i am just figuring out what is the point to all this misery and sickness around me ?

Sometimes its hard to keep up the faith and see the point in all this ?

I just want to say we need to take care of our closest ones even though its really hard sometimes, but helping the others is keeping my spark of life burning..

I still believe in the son, without it there is no point in this life.. giving up is not the answer, had to rid off all apathy and cynical feelings..

Take care people!

markus

Flee through escape doors..

Moi !

Mitäs viime aikoina tapahtunut ? :)

olin torstain ja perjantain töissä ( kyllä! ) töistä töihin.. tuurasin mr.burzumia pari päivää hänen hoitaessaan mustan pyörän bisneksiä, oli aika todella mielenkiintoinen kokemus todellakin, asiakkaat vaihtelivat hm.. no sanotaanko oli aika mielenkiintoisia asiakkaita!

Tänään päivä alkoi hikisellä kotikirkon ja taidetilojen siivouksella ( 4 tuntia ) siihen päälle yli kolme tuntia Callisto treenejä ensimmäistä kertaa mr.claptonin jälleen tapaamisella, tervetuloa! meinasi tippa tulla linssiin kun täräytettiin piisit käyntiin täydellä miehityksellä ( murmanskin peikon avustuksella tietenkin ) on se vaan hienoa kun on hyvä bändi ja mukavat soittokaverit..

Tosiaan ensi viikolla alkaa pieni Suomi rundi EF ja The ocean bändin kanssa, odotan innolla! Settilista vois ehkä olla suunnilleen tällainen

( ei järjestys )

In Session

Wormwood

The Fugitive

Rule the Blood

Providence

Dead Weight

Diasporas

Where the Spirits Tread

huomenna jatkuu treenaus..

jeps, eipä tässä sen kummempaa päivittelyä ole tällä kertaa..

Neil Young

The louvie Brothers

Melvins

Shroud of turin..

Hello people!

What happened yesterday ? nothing special.. except eating really good food made by Veli "Veliheavy" Nevalainen, accompanied by Mr. Shredder himself. Nice time.. and good friend kipe "makkaraperunalover" kindly offered me satan ( seytan ) really good food indeed.. pure protein some say ?

Today some gym and then went with my father to Martin Kirkko to listen Dosent Juha Hiltunen what he had to say about the Shroud of Turin. I Believed indeed! Heavy scientific fact!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rL_7_EHJbxw&feature=player_embedded

In Session we arrive..

Our good friends edited and mixed one song from our last year Tavastia show.. this was during our "providence" tour. Check it out

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9oh8P4CivDU&feature=player_embedded

Somebody knows how can i put these videos better here ? i mean "some fancy nerdy tips" :)

productive day :

Woke up 08.30, cleaned up the house little bit, went to a gym, went to a supermarket, had a coffee with the old man, played little bit with the effects, + 48 minutes of running with the wife.. :) now hot sauna.. not bad for a "first day of virkavapaa"

Last day in halinen, tomorrow new life starts ?

Hi !

Just a quick diary of this day..

I promise this is my last blog where i speak of my old work! :)

It always feels quite melancholic when some period ends in my life ( cant help about it, i am a melancholic person )

aah, i`m too lazy to write anything thoughful right now.. spent nice nostalgic day in my work and then went to sermon and played some praise music and spent nice evening with friends at our place eating some sausages and corn.. nice ending for a good day :)

Now going to watch some "Madmen" with my wife..

take care folks!

Last day in Halinen..

Tähän on tultu, onko oikea päätös vai väärä ? no luulen, että tämä on oikea päätös :)

Tottakai haikea olo tulee aina kun lähtee ja hyvästelee hyviä tyyppejä ( tiedätte keitä olette:) ja hyvän paikan.

Joku? ehkä ihmettelee miksi jätän virkani vuodeksi hyvästä työpaikasta.. syitä on monia, itseasiassa yhden tärkeimmistä selitinkin jo ekassa kirjoituksessani.

lyhyesti pähkinänkuoressa meinaan keskittyä pääosin musiikin tekemiseen

www.callistochaos.com ja www.myspace.com/weepingpilgrim ( uusin projektini ) plus suunnitteilla on ainakin 2 - 4 musiikkiprojektia minkä kehityksen näkee tulevaisuudessa ( black metallia, bluegrass/kantria, bluesia, kokeellista musaa?? ken tietää )

urheiluun, kotikirkon parissa puuhasteluun ja oon periaatteessa avoin melkein kaikelle mitä tulee eteen.. eli ehdotuksia otetaan vastaan :)

playlist tällä hetkellä

John Fahey ( 60 luvun tuotantoa kuunnellut )
Tuomari Nurmio
Mantric ( Extol kaverien uusi bändi )
Spirit Caravan
The mars volta ( ostin francis the mute vinyylin )
Buddy Miller ja paljon muuta sekalaista..

jeps, viimeisiä viedään..