Starting to get in the mood

of the new beginning..

What happened in the past days ?

Sunday we went back to Tampere ( we had our show there in the same place on wednesday ) "back to the accident place" so to speak.. Now it was time for the Wovenhand show..

What a show! but i have to say seeing them 2 times in Stockholm was better than this show.. i am not saying that this one was worse or anything but earlier was little bit better.. DEE leaded the ritual like a possessed prophet of doom! that guy has some inner demons to let it out for sure.

They played maybe 4 - 6 new songs, couple songs from Consider, nothing from the first one? maybe one from ten stones, 2 - 4 from Mosaic.. i had my mom and dad with me + 50 other Turku residents maybe ? :) crazy Turku people..

monday was the gym / wife / taco day.. plus i was having farewells with my new friend maurizio evangelista which i met in my "old" working place.. nice guy. He moved to Helsinki.. good luck man!

yesterday went running with wife and after that did some walleyboll with my friends in Kotikirkko.. nice day. + recorded 3 - 4 demos of new Callisto songs and sent them to other guys via email.. i have something like 10 - 12 new "songs" to new Callisto album, other guys have also some songs, time will tell which ones will be ending to "vol 4" :)

yep, nothing so special happening at the moment.. quiet life..

By the pain i see in others..

Happines turns into darkness..

Yesterday was really nice day ( most of the day ) We were playing with Callisto for the first time in 5 months, really nice, spiritual and moody show indeed, but we had to skip one song and interupt our ritual, because one of our member was feeling ill and really sick ( not going to go to the details, its not important ) so the perfect day ended to darkness..

My feeling in general is really complicated, i am basically "free" now for an year but it seems that some wicked spirit is luring out in the corners and doing bad to my closest ones.. i am just figuring out what is the point to all this misery and sickness around me ?

Sometimes its hard to keep up the faith and see the point in all this ?

I just want to say we need to take care of our closest ones even though its really hard sometimes, but helping the others is keeping my spark of life burning..

I still believe in the son, without it there is no point in this life.. giving up is not the answer, had to rid off all apathy and cynical feelings..

Take care people!

markus

First blog writing...

I will ( or try ) write as honest as i can about the things happening in my life..

My work will end in one week ( the place where i have been almost 6 years now ) i will start my "artistlife" ( loafer ) :) This "virkavapaa" will be one year, so i have to figure it out in this time what will i do in my future ( lots of music of course and serving Lord and people in their time of need etc etc.. )

i dont know heck about this blog thing, but i think i will learn in time..